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[28 Jul 2005|04:38pm]
im going to daphne loves derby tonight :)

[15 Jul 2005|09:42pm]
sooo... i got a new layout & im starting to use livejournal again... for no particular reason. just because i was randomly bored tonight and was somewhat motivated. (?) hmmm..

well, im coming back from alabama after 2 weeks tomorrow just in time to be, most likely, chewed out by my mom. O_o this will suck.

[12 Apr 2005|06:30pm]
[ mood | confused ]


i havent been very active or whatever the hell on el-jay. so im taking a break from it. i am, though, using my xanga. which is here:


Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it.


[03 Apr 2005|05:14pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

For some reason... i decided to go back and look through pictures.
my pictures hold a lot of memories to me, so i need them...
each picture has some special kind of meaning, or maybe it's not the picture, maybe it's the person in the picture, or maybe something that happened around the time the picture was taken. one way, or the other. these are important... so...

then i compiled all of my favorites right onto this lj entry.

here's to the good times...Collapse )

i love my friends.


[30 Mar 2005|05:30pm]
eh. fuck.

[26 Mar 2005|10:00pm]
[ mood | amused ]

woah buddy.
spring break is over in one day
that bites the big one
well, here's pictures

pictures, pictures everywhere!Collapse )

ah, we had sucha good time. :]

oh yes, and i forgot to mention,
kody was in on our lesbian celebration,
he just didnt want to be in the pictures
because hes...
uh... camera shy. haha.

happy kody?


[09 Mar 2005|06:02pm]
[ mood | blank ]

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. u can post anonymously if u want. Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you.


[05 Mar 2005|11:08pm]
[ mood | calm ]

okay so me and my lover for life caitlin were talking. and we siad something about love and i was inspired with a lovely quote :]

"the word love is overrated, the feeling isn't"

okay so have a happy day.


[01 Mar 2005|12:26pm]
im in english and im sneaky.
so im updating my JOUR-NAL.

i finished those stupid mentor things.
they're like pointless anyways.
when are we ever gonna ahve to grade papers anyways? i dont know about anyone else, but i certainly dont plan on being a teacher.HEH.

catch yah on the flipside.

[26 Feb 2005|11:35pm]
[ mood | sad--happy, oh what a change ]

i lost my dog. :[
my life is over.

whew. he ran all the way down town.
thank god someone saw a sign.
i have him back.

okay so out 5 day... i mean snow week,
has been very much awesome.

well ill catch you people later


your lips are smooth as they graze mine [23 Feb 2005|10:10pm]
[ mood | creative ]

i had a good day today.
and because im feeling nice.
im going to write something nice about eveyone who contributed to my day being a good day.

cecilia- makes everyday good, even the bad ones.
hannah- the 2 glorious minutes i talked to her on the phone.
shaylen- gives the best hugs and makes me feel kind of.. wanted.
richard- he always makes me laugh and hes a real good conversationist. :]
tiffany- shes so happy and nice. she made me a lovely picture in 7th period.
eileen- is very loud. i like loud on occassion.
phillip-made me say HA HA at lunch
joe b- laughed at me when my muffins were messed up in home ec. it made me laugh. hah.
madeline- the new girl from australia. she just makes me happy. she has an accent :D
kevin- is so humorous. HA

//everyone makes me smile\\

catch yah on the flipside


yo yo yo. [22 Feb 2005|05:11pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

yo kids.
im babysitting right noe.
rock onnnnn.
im listening to music because the kid im babysitting is a rockin kid and she likes rockin music, like myself.
yes, i am going to see lemonfaec tonight.



[20 Feb 2005|01:24pm]
[ mood | blank ]

i think im going to do the ten anonymous people thing.
leave a comment if you think youre one of them.

1- you, my friend, are awesome. ive known you since the beginning of 6th grade and the first thing we did together was went to a youth group meeting where they listened to country music and played football. even though i sucked. even though you dont think so, i thought it was fun. anything was to me thgouh, i was the new girl with no friends. haha. i liev you so much and you mean the world to me adn im so glad that we're keeping in touch even though i have moved away. stay awesome. =]

2-man, i love you just as much. you rock so much. i met you when i was trick-or-treating in 5th grade. you were new in town. :) then, around christmas.. my family came to your house for dinner. we made bead animals. haha. we became best friends and im so glad that i met you. you rock my world. i wish we could keep in touch a little more, but you will visit one day and we will dance. haha. i love you so much and be sure to call me sometime realll soon.

3-geeez. you are so "wicked tight", if you will. i met you this year, at first you were the annoying as shit girl who talked to the asian kid behind me. but then you liked my pig necklace. so now we're friends. haha. we do everything man. our times together are priceless. i loev scootering around town with you, even if we go near the ghetto with our laiis on. hopefully we wont get beat up. haha. GOOOD TIMES.

4- you are the first person in vienna that i warmed up to really quickly. you are so awesome and you inspire me to do a lot (two words) of the things that i do. even if you see it differently. i love going to get chicken selcts with you after school and hangin out with you. fatttie fo life! haha. most recently though, you seem to be kind of mean to me. im kind of upset by that. i really wish i knew what was going on.

5- i hate you. you suck big time. you have no true friends and you talk about people if thats what it takes to get along with others. it pathetic. what you have gotten yourself into is like an endless circle and it will take a lot of time to fix it, if you ever try. i really dont like you and i wouldnt care if you fell off of the face of the earth.

6- i love you man. you are so awesome. i love hanging out with you so much because you are the most fun in the world and you make so happy when im with you. you have your mood swings, but seemingly enough, you get through them. i hope we're friends for a really long time.

7- im glad we became friends again. we needed that. it was too much of a stress to be in a constant fight with you and without a reason really. youre different than i thought, which is good. i judged you too quickly. it's easy, but its wrong. talk to you later tater.

8- ah, youre such a cool guy. youre so much different than all the others(sometimes =]) and i love that about you. you rock so much and i had fun with you last nihgt, even though we do need to hang out more. next time i see you im gonna KISS YOUR BLACK ASS. haha. see yah kid.

9- ah, youre a very cool guy. i liked you a lot, but there were some issues; some of which i wont publicly post over my livejournal. i wish i hung out with you more.

10- youre so cool. you have a great fashion sense and youre so happy and perky. you are kind and you know how to brighten anyone's day. i love your ideas and creativeness (being a birthday ninja) *props to you* i want to be like you and i look up to you. i think we need to hang out more. :]


[17 Feb 2005|01:11pm]
[ mood | FUCKKKK ]


i hate the gay clinic lady.

she makes me so mad.
i dont give a shit what my temperature is.
i wanted to stay in school.
i wanted to spread my fabulous flu germs.

i can believe she fucking made me go home...
"you temperature is 101 and one hun, you have to go home."
NOOOOO emily cant have asprin.
NOOOOO emily cant stay in school.
NOOOOO emily cant enjoy the luxury of a math substitute.
emily has to sit at home at make gay entries on her LJ.



[10 Feb 2005|07:04pm]
[ mood | fjkahbjshdas ]


1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/ weaker/ or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Would you ever want to kiss me?
21. Have you ever wanted to ask me out?
22. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?

until tomorrow


[08 Feb 2005|04:09pm]
[ mood | meh ]

well will try this again...

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, what you hate, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.


[07 Feb 2005|05:29pm]
obviously, the last entry wont work.
we will get rid of it. thank you for the comments.
i love them.

I love Cecilia. And GREEEEN. [06 Feb 2005|08:20pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]












But hey, I love Cecilia too.

Yup, of COURSE I do.

Because this is HER!!!!

Muahaha I have HACKEDD.

Okay, so Cecilias awesomely awesome.

Becuase she's WICKED TIGHT.

Rad sucks.

OH and guess what, bitchh.


Ciaoo fuckass,



[01 Feb 2005|04:07pm]

hey buddday(!!!)
let's fuck.


alittle_hostile OH AND EVERYBODY JOIN;;; freaking_rock

documentation on a rare species [31 Jan 2005|05:07pm]
[ mood | wishful... ]

a documentation by Dr. Emily A. Lydeard...

urbis ceciliaisCollapse )

man. im sucha loser sometimes. lucky for me.. its alot of fun.


[29 Jan 2005|10:03am]
[ mood | birthday partay ]

heyloo. im editing my journal and i had a rad rad rad party last night. it rocked.

a request from sasha... our note that we wrote in chorus. :)

also heres some partay pictures for your viewing...

P A R T Y picturesCollapse )


[26 Jan 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | psychedelic ]

thats me and eileens delicious and 100% unhealthy lunch =)


so im high, right? [24 Jan 2005|07:07pm]
[ mood | bhk,dgfkdsgkj;esd ]



[21 Jan 2005|10:50pm]
[ mood | calm.. for once. ]


i had an okay-ish day.
kind of boring and stuff.

well i have rad pictures...

P I C T U R E SCollapse )</font>


[20 Jan 2005|02:44pm]
[ mood | napoleon is hot. ]

look a took a picture of a squirell on my deck this morning.

i named him napoleon.

he is sexy.


[15 Jan 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

If I was a…I would be

If I was a song_ smashed to pieces
If I was a movie_ a movie that me n caitlin made. :D
If I was a flower_ a tropical flower.
If I was a superstar_ julia roberts
If I was a bird_ cardinal
If I was a beverage_ strawberry milk :)
If I was a famous painting_starry night
If I was a famous artist_vincent van gogh
If I was a sum of money_1643258764538635536836583. duh
If I was a sport_soccer
If I was a name_ emily. duh stupid.
If I was a monument_ the taj mahal
If I was a state_ illinois
If I was a famous building or site_ the eiffel tower
If I was a color_ green
If I was a tv show_ southpark
If I was a store_ hot topic.
If I was a scent_ sun rippened rasberry :)
If I was a quote_ i dont like quotes. i never get the complicated ones.
If I was a month_january
If I was a word_ discombobulate
If I was a food_ tacos
If I was an animal_ id be a monkey. a sexy monkey. with a sexy tail.
If I was a question_ so whats your sign? hahaha
If I was a War_ WorldWarII
If I was a book_ the lovely bones
If I was a piece of jewelry_ a ring
If I was a subject_art
If I was an album_ silence in black and white
If I was a candy_ skittles... taste the rainbow


[12 Jan 2005|03:45pm]
[ mood | HAPPY BDAY TO MEE!! ]


thanks to everyone for a FAB-U-LOUS birthday!!

i love you KIDD-Os!!

gosh! i loved this day.


[11 Jan 2005|03:49pm]
[ mood | happy birthday to ME!!! ]

TODAY WAS... ok i guess.

anywhoo... update what happened today.

health- i sat by eileen. yup it was rad. we talked about what a great butt someone has... *cough* shaylen. *COUGH*

science- well richard was funny. nothing else though. pretty boring.

art- oh god. dalton and phillip are such manwhores. dalton tried to do unmetionable things to me. i mean seriously, right in the middle of school. can you say PDA?

lunch- oh yah, i forgot I DIDNT GO TO LUNCH. i had lunch detention. yah, thats right. lunch detention. i got to listn to my music though, cuz i snuck my headphones into ms. scott's room. i watched her drink her stupid DIET COKE, while she wore her stupid DIET COKE socks. god whata faggot.

english- ooh, i went out in the hall... and i sw patrick. he kissed me. i like him? he likes me? i durno. this is a tough one folks. but it can only be tough about 7 times, ive already gotten to 6.

chorus- we watched the wizard of oz. GOSH. i love that movie. its rad like mad. :)

math- SUBSTITUTE! WOOOOO. god i wandered around the halls for like 20 minutes and he didnt even notice.. dumbass.

civics- boooring.

afterschool- i had CHICKEN SELECTS WITH EILEEN AND CECILIA!!! GOD IT WAS GREAT... not them, the chicken selects. haha the they went back to school to decorate my locker.



NEW ENTRY [09 Jan 2005|01:19pm]
[ mood | i feel like a dork. ]

this is a new entry.
one where im thinking about what im writing.
now you all know, im not sucidal.
never will be. :) just an emo moment.


my life, on hold. [07 Jan 2005|10:04pm]
[ mood | fuck moods ]

happy birthday to me.
i hope i die.
i never get anything right.
why should i complain though-
its not them, its me.


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